state of disrepair

Every time I listen to a certain Toby Foster song I feel like going to college is the absolute worst thing for me to do. How are we supposed to know which paths to take? I feel completely lost and it is scaring me more so than before.

'My heart's no longer in every thing that I do like I remember it used to be, but it still feels good to at least be doing something.'



I've got nothing to lose.