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I just cannot begin to express my feelings in this moment.
Maybe elation works
sort of
and admiration with a tinge of moroseness and envy.


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There are some people that you can watch perform and just watch and listen to (sing or speak) for hours on end. I want to meet these people and surround myself with them because they are so vivacious and full of the best things. It's not that I want to be entertained constantly, it's that these people make me so awestruck I cannot create the words necessary to explain myself.
I just want to be able to get on all right and know that there are people that love me that I love and we all can be okay together. I just need to know that these people are real and they can exist for me in my realm and our circles can overlap.