"the end of a spark"

it stops here
you've got stripes that are supposed to camouflage the looks you give me in the night
but your eyes are too bright
and your teeth are too white
when you smile that terrible smile and the dark room sparkles like there are diamonds on the wall or glitter in the paint
like some awfully retro house from the 80s

it stops here
but I remember when everything was the same and so do you
I got too bored and you got too scared to move your legs
it probably didn't help that they were broken,
but you broke them yourself,
why did you do that?
and then I left you with your broken legs and your fear because you were too plain and safe and the flashes in the dark in front of me were too enticing

it stops here
maybe one day I will come back for you and you won't be there
thank god