i found my moleskine

most of the time my spine hurts because I never have any kind of decent posture
lately I cannot stand the way my hair falls in my face
so I think i will just cut it all off and put it in a box
and stash it under the bed
so when you ask me where all my hair's gone I will have an exact answer.

you might have thought we could be in love
but that just makes me laugh
because I only like the way our palms sweat when we hold hands
and how fast your heart beats when you think about kissing me
and how we almost fit together but don't, not really
and I don't mean to break your heart
but I don't mean to do a lot of things I do

how does it feel to you when I tell you what I believe?
and how does it feel when we talk about things that have gone and happened?
the smiles in your eyes are back again I haven't seen them in quite a while, where've they been?
I haven't seen you in quite a while, where've you been?